K Here goes nothing.
So, once again, Kyle and I were at a break period.
Thursday, March 5th, I went to a party at his house with Tally. There was no school the following Friday.
I had ofcourse decided once again that I would not ever go back to the sorry soul again.
Ok. So we’re at the party, and I’m still upset about Kyle.
Kyle’s best friend, Shane Peirce was flirting with me all night. He got really drunk. I didn’t really drink anything but a sip or two of other people’s drinks. Shane asked me for a ride home.
I should have said no.
Fuck.
So. I was driving him and Tally home. After I dropped Tally off, Shane, in his drunken state asked me if I wanted to pull over and make out. That’s all. And I was looking for some sort of revenge against Kyle. So I did. In the local golf course parking lot, I parked my car.
We went in the back of my car. We started by making out. Before I knew it, Shane was pulling off my clothes. I was starting to get uncomfortable. But who was I, the girl who was never noticed by the opposite sex a year ago, to turn down Shane, one of the most popular guys in school. So I didn’t say no. I lost control of my morals that night. And Shane took my virginity.
I was the girl who wanted to wait for the love of my life. If you had asked me the day before, I probably would have told you I’d never have sex until I was married.
And I gave it up. For what?
So there you have it. But I haven’t even started.
-Lilia
