January 2011
9 posts
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K Here goes nothing.
So, once again, Kyle and I were at a break period.
Thursday, March 5th, I went to a party at his house with Tally. There was no school the following Friday.
I had ofcourse decided once again that I would not ever go back to the sorry soul again.
Ok. So we’re at the party, and I’m still upset about Kyle.
Kyle’s best friend, Shane Peirce was flirting with me all night. He got...
Tomorrow.
I promise. See. This is what I do. I have this great intention of letting it all go, getting all this shit off my shoulders. Then I go and fuck it up by being afraid again.
But I’m done being afraid.
So, tomorrow.
I promise.
-Lilia
I promise i'll give more details soon!
So much to do now that winter break is over.
I’m just… keeping you on the edge of your seat.
Listening to music is orgasmic. According to... →
I've been avoiding this.
Because I now realize how dumb I was. It’s awful, to look back on a whole portion of your life and regret it.
Well anyway, I kept going back to Kyle. He kept hurting me. He was smart, I’ll give him that.
Lilia
I really want to write more.
But I’m so0o0o0o0o ti3rd. l8r.
When I’m tired, I write in annoying internet lingo.
ITZ S00P3R KEWL YO. LULZ.
December 2010
8 posts
Ok, so back in the routine, right?
At this point, a lot of my friends were starting to second guess my liking Kyle. In choir, Tally Lund, a girl who sat next to me, became my confident. I didn’t know her all that well, but she didn’t seem disappointed in me when it came to Kyle.
I kept Tally updated on what Kyle was saying, what I was saying, and how I knew he would ask me out soon. She was happy for me, and wanted to...
Bottle it Up.
This is my tragedy. God, you don’t even realize I’m just beginning the story. It’s been almost three damn years in the making. I’ve kept everything bottled up for so long. It’s time to let it out. It’s taking so long already. I wish I could just let it all out at once. But good things take time.
This is therapy. You, are my therapist (You being the illusion in...
Trying to remember.
It’s been so long since I’ve thought about all of this. I’m trying to remember it all. Its so sad, looking back, how obsessed I was with Kyle Park.
I began dating someone too. Ethan. We had a cute little relationship, two months out of the summer. While I was still dating him, and Kyle was still dating Morgan, I got a call from Kyle. Expressing his regret for not dating me, and...
To start somehwere. Kyle Park.
Spanish 1. Freshman year of highschool.
Kyle Park… He was my celebrity crush, the boy I knew I would only be able to look at; never anything more.
I would tell my friends how absolutely in love with him I was. Being good friends, they convinced me that it was possible to be with Kyle one day. I deserved it. All I had to do was try and put in some effort; which I was willing to do. After...
Before the divulging into the bad, I'll make a...
Some good things.
.I sing like an angel.
.I am good at surrounding myself with worthwhile people.
.If you give me a canvas of any kind, I will create something beautiful.
.I give love easily.
.I enjoy simple pleasures more than anything you could buy me, no matter how extravagant.
And I love the person I am.
The Reasoning.
I have a story. I want people to read it, I want people to relate. I want to know I’m not the only one, or maybe there’s people who just understand. I’m not really sure how to set this up yet, or how I can possibly tell my story so people care. I’m under an alias. I won’t reveal who I am. If I wanted everyone I know personally, to know everything about me, I...